leaving my beloved sri lanka again.

leaving my beloved sri lanka again. so painful to live here, so painful to leave here.

 

with all its bombs, all the noise, and all the “ugh” of it.. this place give me funny feelings. i will always have a lump in my throat as the plane takes all, i will always have the pounding in my chest as the plane lands. anticipation, exhilaration, and then on to boredom and frustration. leave, arrive, and the cycles begins again.

 

one day when the guns are silent.

 

will this place be better?

 

people don’t change do they? people will never change. not if they don’t want to. dont argue with me, they just don’t. and even if they want to , sometimes they just can’t.

 

this place. its like being in a bad relationship. u know u ought to get out, but u just can’t.

~ by aadhilaziz on October 4, 2008.